Dreams come true.

It was my dream,
To have you.
And now you grow everyday,
My dream came true.

And now…..I cant wait to meet you.

Xx

38 weeks - baby still in there!

Just had a nice hot bath and had a chat to lily. Letting her know whenever shes ready I am ready :)
I told her I can't wait to meet her and of course everyone else is excited too! Like her granny and grandpa (my parents) and her uncles and her daddy and her aunty loz and uncle jimmy! and when i mentioned my uncle and the page family i had this feeling of that she has met them before. it was super awesome. I love talking to her, shes my favourite everything :)
I honestly can't wait to meet her :)

Pregnancy is hard! :)

No matter how uncomfortable i am, the fact i get up 1000x to pee , my hips feel like chicken wishbones being pulled apart, i have a mad waddle going on, i have to huff and puff to do everything or how many times i just want it over.
I also feel so blessed that I have the ability to carry a child, i think how incredible this body of mine is, how incredible my bond has grown with my fiancé, how much it has changed us for the better, how amazing the reward will be and i forget all the shitty stuff, to me none of that matters.
I want to cherish every elbow jab, every hiccup, every squirm my baby does, because very soon I wont feel it anymore and what a special experience it is :) I’m bonding with my baby everyday, how beautiful :)