Writers block.

I've been trying to come up with the effort to write for a few days now...I wonder why I always put it off. I have as much of important stories to tell than anyone. While I was away in Melbourne I had more spiritual exeriences with Kane. This is happening more and more everytime we see each other because together we are so important spiritually and energetically. We were in the motel room and I was trying to sleep, I felt like my head wanted to explode and was finding it very frustrating. I also felt Kanes spirit guide in the room, which always keeps me awake as he only seems to communicate with me. I was quite fatigued before I went to Melbourne but whilst in Melbourne I felt much more awake. This night I was a complete insomniac, driven by fear due to having to move Kane out of his old house which was fuelled by dark energy to the new place. I had a really horrible white vision of what was told to me was an inorganic being. Funnily enough through doing some research tonight, I have made the realisation, you only give the inorganic ARCHON beings ability to phase you and take control of your "ego" insular thoughts if you CREATE THE FEAR and believe in them. So life for me has taken an interesting turn, I've felt extremely fatigued once I got back from Adelaide, feeling unwell, fuzzy in the head, bad memory, stress possibly and I know I have to quit my job, but the actual DOING of that is stressing me out HOWEVER the thought of going back to my job is possibly stressing me out more than that, so yeah, time for new things. Am I low on vitamins? I don't even know anymore. It seems everytime I have inflammation or pain there's never an answer to it. Doctors can't find anything. It is excruciating.