What do you do?

What do you do, when all you want is to depart from this world?
What do you do when this is the last thing you want?
What do you do, when the pain gets too much?
What do you do, when you've got the strategies yet still can't work it out?
What do you do when the world you know turns on you?
What do you do when you're having to constantly prove trustworthyness you've never had to prove as it's just natural?
What do you do when you feel so alone in this world?
What do you do when positive thoughts no longer work?
What do you do when what goes up must come down?
What do you do when the one person you rely on feels the same way you do?
What do you do when the conversation is, 'whats the point of even being alive, they make me want to die' and you feel the same...
I'm losing my fucking mind and i have no idea where to start looking for it.........