I will persevere!

I had a huge emotional breakdown today.
I couldn't find anything that fit well.
I got shitty and cracked the shits.
I cried.
I sat on my bed in my underwear and shoes and cried.
I cried and cried.
We went to go to the shops because I did not want to be home anymore.
I cried some more.
I felt so hopeless..

But I know now what to do.
I WILL let go of my fears.
I WILL exercise everyday no matter what.
I WILL eat well and drink water, NO EXCEPTIONS!

I CANNOT go back to the way I was!
and I WILL NOT!