2012 changes so far

My biggest shifts with 2012 have been from June. My partner moved interstate and it was the biggest downturn, turned upturn of my whole 28 years of life. I experienced the biggest change from day 1. After living together for 3 years, I was having to find a housemate and change my living circumstances completely. I found a possible housemate, found a house and it all seemed dandy. However in my emotional state I had made one big mistake. Not choosing a housemate on intuition, but in turn this had to be a lesson learnt and learnt it was. This housemate decided to have a big party the first weekend I was in Melbourne seeing my partner. I kicked him out after not even 2 months of living there. I was going to be traveling interstate every 3 weeks, I did not want to live with such an immature person. His energy was putrid, his attitude was putrid and he did not deserve to live in the same house as me after the way he disrespected me whilst away. My cats were also extremely unhappy being left with him for that weekend. Soooo..... He moved out and I had 2 weeks left to myself, completely alone. That was a very reflective time and I found myself very stressed out and physically, mentally and emotionally drained. I went through a very intense time of fatigue and sickness. I was drinking very heavily to counteract the emotional pain I was enduring from feeling "left" by my partner and feeling isolated from the world, I felt like I had lost the one and only connection that made sense in my life. I caught some kind of horrible virus that effected me so badly my joints were swollen and my whole body could do nothing but sleep. I was burnt out. Then my grandma was admitted into hospital. June/July was a huge transition period for people who could no longer shift and as my mum would say their contract was up. One of my biggest issues I had to deal with when Beth died was my Grandpas death when i was 15. Grandma was admitted to hospital the same day in 1999 as my Grandma in 2012, 13 years later. Grandpa died on 22 July, so did grandma and their funeral was on the same day and time. No doubt they were twin souls. So Grandma going into hospital drove me into a form of insomnia instead, I cried a lot but the tears certainly were healing tears as for the whole two weeks I felt distraught that I would be losing my Grandma, but then once the funeral was over I felt instantly relieved and have not felt grief at all and just pure happiness that she is able to now be with my Grandpa. Then came August. August has been an intense reflective month, with some interesting fatigue/hibernation shifts. My partner has been down in Adelaide for a fair bit of August and I finally quit my job because it was making me feel physically ill every time i thought about the manipulation that happened to me there from management. I could not be happier. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed that i don't have the extra money to pay for my bills, but I will be okay. When i get back to Adelaide I have a temporary job and then I will be making the move to Melbourne as soon as uni is over. I have spent the last few days really reflecting on what mine/my partners life has been so far and I am so pleased of where we are, we just need to be more accepting of our behaviours and decisions and listen to our intuition more, but with habit it won't even be a noticeable choice that is made and pure decision made by the gut without any conscious thought. Another big change that has become something I have no choice on the matter is diet. i just can't physically eat certain foods now or drink certain processed foods without feeling very nauseous and ill and this is purely because my vibration has shifted to a place where only non processed food and drink can be consumed.