So even though he had a seizure, Kane felt he needed to go to work. The adrenalin had hit hard and fast and he had no idea he could be putting himself in danger. That night when he came home, he realised, Oh shit I had a seizure! He must have been in a serious denial and I had to keep reminding him how dangerous it was to not take it easy after what his body had been through.
The issue with Kanes work, was that it was casual and he really could not take time off. However, he also had this idea that he had to work and could not ask for time off. He also did not speak to anyone about the seizure. It was as if he was embarrassed about it. We are completely different people as I'd be telling people so they could watch out for me. He came home with a giant headache, possibly from smashing his head during the seizure and his whole body was sore, from the muscles tensing for 10 minutes.
He started going through what I would call a grieving phase for his life before the seizure. His body had changed, his mind had changed and his soul had changed. He was ready to change. After some audial interference and synchronous thoughts, he realised this was his time to change. It is time to break away from the stressful career that was killing him and ruining his relationships and work out what to do next.
Emotionally he was unwound, but there was an inkling that he knew he was meant for great things, but still he could not switch himself from the darker thoughts and get to the light side, where he knew he was safe. He knew there was something underlying, sitting there in his unconscious that he needed to get to, and there was no other way to get to this except hypnotherapy. Months before I had found a lady in our area who did hypnotherapy on people and I just knew he needed to see her. Finally it was time for him to see her, and he made an appointment. I had booked an interstate trip so he had some time to himself after the seizure, as it really had rocked him and having a grumpy partner and toddler probably wasn't the best thing to have around him.
The hypnotherapy session would be the complete game changer.
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