8 feb 2012

Things I seem to be experiencing since 2012 changes/solar flare changes/moon changes/planetary shifts

Physical changes:

Weight loss
Tingling
Ringing in ear
energy changes when in light/dark energy

It is much quicker and easier to deal with emotional problems. The instances may be upsetting but less time is spent stewing over issues.

The want to confront and communicate is very powerful and I can't imagine being passive aggressive anymore.

The want to surround myself with people whose energies are blue/white/yellow/pinkish/red is more inviting than being around anyone with a darker energy as they have caused myself to feel physically ill and this is not favourable.

The want for more in life and to make a difference is greater, I am here for others now I am able to help them.

My dreams are very important psychically and with dealing with issues that may be important for me to deal with for my ability to lose the weight which I have gained through collecting the worlds plus my emotional pain.

Past life and childhood regression is very important to move on.

Asking before you go to sleep to be guided in your dreams for opening experiences, the minds eye and to be ascended further into the 5th dimension is important.

To open myself up to conversations with spirits and intuition and listening to myself instead of anyone else is really important.

Everything happens for a reason and this is true to me.

Death is in no way the end, our soul continues into another body.

Learning more about extra-terrestrials - the good the bad and the ugly (haha)

Control and power are 2 things that are no longer neccesary for ascension, as we are our own individuals and do not need or want to control others as this is purely egotistic, negative and can only show a dark energy

Eating well - eating 6 meals a day - drinking lots of water and exercising regularly -
In saying that, not beating myself up if I slip as I am recognising that I will be emotional at some point and I am luckly because it is only short term and not long term as it used to be.

Understand there is no tier in spiritual development, as we are all naturally gifted, it's just about opening ourself to possibilities and opportunities.

Loving myself before I can love anyone else, being happy with my own company before I can be happy within myself

Admitting my faults and working on them
Lately my faults have been;
Being too negative
Talking about others because they may mirror how I feel about myself (lack of confidence, self esteem issues, negativity, depression, anxiety, sadness)

In saying this I have been experiencing people who are clearly not okay with themselves are putting that back on me that the confrontation and communication that I would like to have for me to deal with my emotional issues and pain, is seen as my "loving of conflict" and "promoting negativity". This is very interesting because these people have shown time and time again to show signs of depression and paranoia and definitive self esteem issues and therefore compensating for that. It is interesting that they are in fact talking about me the way that I see them, so who's right? It's a hard one, but I'll keep attempting to better myself and really look into myself and work through my flaws and faults so that I can always work towards the person I want to be at the core.