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Backstory. I've been really sick and didn't know why.. I had a cold, which turned into tonsil pain.. Then I started getting very sore joints, which has turned lovingly into intense inflammation of my knee, ankle, wrist, finger and elbow joints. Doctor says : May be auto immune response, could be 1000000 different things. Blood test, steroids, panadol, heatpacks, deep heat. I ran myself a bath. I put 4 small candles on each corner of the bath. I lit a sage incense stick. Turned the lights off. I slipped into the hot bath. I asked for guidance. Basically what happened: Just had the most intense experience. I lit 4 candles around my bath and put sage incense on. I could feel a shadow, guide, maybe monk in there with me He said this is all about clearance and learning how to deal with my emotions. Because Im a water sign I keep everything emotional inside instead of calming myself down. So he told me next time I get angry Im to count to 5, meditate and work out whether it's worth getting angry. If it isn't then calm the fuck down. If it is, then go nuts you've made the CHOICE instead of just exploding. Then he said to use Tiger as a healer (My female cat) because thats what she's here for. She mewed for me at the door. and I let her in and she just sat on the basin with me. I had left the door open. and.. Milky came in (My other cat - male) and the guide told me Milkys comfort. so use Milky for comfort, but he's not very smart. Milky came in and was mewing and derping hard wondering what I was doing, whereas Tiger was on the basin overseeing. I could see the guide in my shadow in the shower,which I was facing. He told me that Id find another job and not to worry about calling in sick as it will work itself out within 2 mon ths, but to look in more holistic areas instead of places I wouldn't enjoy, I need to work somewhere where Im giving and taking, as my current workplace just takes. and he also said the inflammation will clear up Everyone (doctors etc) will think it's due to the steroids but it's because I've cleansed myself I was breathing in really deep at that stage "RACHEL" and breathing out darkness which is something Lyn used to get me to do The deeper I breathed, the more beautiful everything seemed. It was like every breath was covering me with white snow, like I was trekking through the snow to get to the other side, it just kept going, feeling more cleansed each time. He said to burn a sage incense stick anytime I need some calming and to meditate more I even took in the tibetan art of positive thinking book in with me, but turned the light off so I wasnt sure why but thats why. Anywhere I take that book, it's like he's with me... I feel really good now The horrible headache I had has gone now and my body isn't in pain, there's still swelling but much less pressure He told me to go completely vegan Look up some recipes get meat out of my life because it will causes issues with my joints thats what the chemist lady said too the other day He said eat smart and treat myself well ALSO I got out of the bath and came into my bedroom and felt like putting on squarepusher which is only on cd.... My cd player has been fucking up BIGTIME like the laser won't pick anything up.... I wasnt able to play cds at all. I had squarepusher in the cd bit I pressed play and it wouldnt work Im like come on I want you to work so I put all this energy into it it was scrambling around for ages trying to work and it fucking worked. I was like O_O Positive fucking energy So yeah.... Mind exploding. He also said to eat whatever I want til I get off the roids because I need shit food right now for comfort but once Im healthy to get the fuck into eating really well He also said.... Ive had spirits in my house just hanging around for days and the last 2 days ive been really ill they havent been around (which tbh has been nice ) but he said its because im sick but i will be learning how to send them to the light eventually but it will be ok and not so creepy like it has been because I will know what to do