Reflection - future - happiness - family

I love being around my mum. She reminds me of the person I am. Honest, passionate, giving, to an extent where we are often walked over, but we still forgive and do not hold dislike because we see within people and the battles they face, that others can't see and we know they do not mean disrespect as frustrating as it can be. I love the different relationships I have with each family member. My dad is the knowledgeable one, who I can tease and who teases back. has the worst dryest sense of humour ever, but in the best way, and who gives the warmest hugs. My older brother, who I almost feel like a twin with sometimes, we are very similar in music taste and other tastes, we have lived together before and have had the best times together. My little brother who I also am very close to, he doesn't open up to many people, but I can always get it out of him, because he trusts me, as siblings should. We all have our negative and positive quirks, and I'm the girl so I always get teased more than ever when they are together, but at least now I just tell them what I think! My mum is basically me but as an older woman and learning different life lessons. She is an amazing passionate woman who I look up to more than ever, I am so proud of who she is and where she has come from in life. I've never met anyone more dedicated to others for her whole life over herself. She is someone who should win an award for being so giving and caring! Our caring hearts get us into trouble sometimes because we care too much, but this will never stop us opening our hearts, just being more intuitive with who we trust. I was born with the blood of this amazing woman and a crime scene investigator, Kane already knows what this means as he has already seen my 'investigative' ways and I fight until I get the truth, because I follow intuition. They brought me up to be a strong, independent, loving, compassionate, thankful, appreciative woman and I will do amazing things and I know that my move to Melbourne is just the beginning, but I am finally ready to allow myself to succeed. I have spent much of my life protecting myself, because I have been hurt so many times by those I trusted. My move will be the end of this protection and the start of allowing my intuition to grow and my sense of self take over. Protection is no longer needed as I am to love myself and make decisions best for me in life. I have never felt like I grew up and was capable of these decisions, but I now feel like I am directing my life instead of following someone else's idea of my life. I am so glad to have been born into such a beautiful family. A family I never have to pretend to be anyone but myself around. A family who I can have really interesting and intrusive but humorous conversations/debates with. A family I can laugh and laugh AND LAUGH AND LAUGH WITH, until my mum wets herself, every single time. A family, where no matter what we are there for each other. I am told often that this is rare and I should appreciate it, trust me I do. There's no-one I love more than these beautiful people and I am so blessed to have gone on this amazing journey with them and evolved the way we have. I am so proud of them as well for the individual journeys they have been on. My mum may have lost her mum but now she gets to create a similar family "pride" my grandparents created within us ♥