It scares me, the regret.
Losing control of mind, body and soul.
Life should not be like this.
Unable to be without intoxication.
Hardly waking the next day.
Feeling as if death is closing in.
Wonder of what happened.
Asking unanswered questions.
The losing of memory,
Unable to remember past events,
Damn the alcohol,
Devils juice.
It makes me hurt inside,
Yet I cannot put it down.
Every sip and I need another,
My mouth is so dry.
I drink because I'm thirsty,
Thirsty to make all the nightmares go away.
Stop the torment.
It helps me forget myself, my control.
Who am i?
I am miserable.
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