Sunday, October 28, 2012
and life throws us a curveball!
So I am pregnant.
This is one of the most exciting times of our life, but we are currently having to deal with stress that is causing a bit of a problem for me. I already don't handle stress well, never have, so I am currently staying at my parents house.
It's all just too much, my hormones are out of control and I am having to really chill out!
I am 7 weeks pregnant and this is going to be the best rollercoaster ever!
Kane is very excited and we are excited to be able to get a new house in Melbourne so we can start this new adventure.
I am still stuck in Adelaide trying to sort out my house and lease.
I am living with people who are completely irrational and even though they have had 4 months to apply for the lease and get their names on it, they left it til last week after telling me every week they were going to do it, i had to print out the application for them to even fill in, the whole time has been very trying and without Kane it has been very hard and I am not in the mood to deal with any of it anymore. They are just avoiding it, but in the process fucking me over as well. Telling me they know they are stressing me out with it but not actually doing anything about that.
I honestly look forward to get out of this city.
All i see it doing it breeding lazy ignorant people.
too selfish to see whats in front of them.
I'm too good a friend to be treated like this.
At first I BLAMED myself because they played victim and made me feel like i'd done something wrong, but that's just impossible. I've done everything I can to try get them there, they would tell me every week they were going, so they basically lied to me every week. For people who are so interested on telling others to live, they really need to look at themselves deeply and start to become aware of their own problems.
It's so painful to be around. The energy is so dark and horrible. I want out. I am trying to put that out into the universe as much as I can, but man it's hard atm where I CAN'T see a path without it costing me lots of money to break the lease. I am anxious = nausea and pregnant = nausea so double nausea :(
wish me luck.
Dec 15 I move to melbourne :D
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