I spent so much of my time and life doubting myself. As time ticks faster these days I find more of an urgency to be modest and proud of who I am instead of doubting myself.
I lived a life lonely. I was always lonely. I always wrote about how I wanted company from some trainwreck guy in my life, who probably served me nothing, but I made terrible choices.
Life is all about choices.
I felt like I was being judged on my every move, however this was not true. Noone thinks what you think they are thinking about you. Piss off that paranoia now!
Think positive, think about how great you are and love yourself. Stop the doubt.
You have skills, attributes, things you are good at. Whether you are a great artist, you're funny, you can dance, whatever it is, you're good at it!
Create! Love! Live! Dream!
Poem to follow story:
A new day.
Tonight I felt the dark.
It was lonely and cold.
I'm so tired of being here,
and doing what I'm told.
I want to be myself,
and show people what I can do.
Instead I'm laughed upon,
but I guess I'm laughing too...
I doubt myself every minute,
of every single day.
I should be more positive,
and show myself the way.
From this day forward,
I declare happiness.
No more negativity,
No more mess.
Time to DE-STRESS!
2007. r.carger copyright.
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