Midlife crisis at 22?

Wondering if I missed my chance.
of normality.
...or was i destined to be like this from birth.

Did this develop over time?
Complication after complication.
Dreamer.
Imagination.
Creation.

I just want to be happy.
Whoever I feel I want to be,
wherever I want to be.
As long as I'm happy.

...so leave me be.
and let me just be me.