Follow the leader? Or break off?

I am still learning. Just like you. We never stop learning! Many a time you will toss in the towel. You will want to revert back to the "old" you, to once again join the ranks of the unconscious majority who prefer to play the game of "follow the leader" (those I like to call drones). You will want to rejoin the herd so to speak. The instinctual ego feels safety is in numbers. Why risk ridicule by splitting off from the herd and going it alone? The ego asks.