Kane = the full moon channeller

Okay, so Kane channelled again last night, during the amazing full moon. He really has an affiliation with the moon and it's phases. I think I'll start watching the phases and his behaviour, and see if it's a monthly cycle.

Anywho 2 full moons ago, Kane was telepathically sending words to me from my Grandpa who died 11 years ago, who spoke to him in his dream, there was even imagery of my Grandpa's face instilled in the dream. My Grandpa said 'you are in control and you are beautiful'.

My Grandpa's presence had been through the house a lot in 1-2 months. He'd pop in and out and I could feel him, I knew it was him and when Kane and I experienced him speaking through Kane to me that it was confirmed it was indeed him that was watching me do the dishes! After the experience, his presence wasn't in the house.

So last night, Kane went to bed before me. I was on the computer until at least 2am as I was experience hardcore hay fever, a crappy cough and it was too hot for me to sleep. I heard the door slam and thought it was a fairly huge slam as I had only left it open a small amount for the kittens to go in and out. I decided about 2:30am I'd go to bed. As soon as I was in bed, I felt a presence in the room. I heard the window rattle and slam and jumped. I was coughing a lot and I was very restless so thought I'd see if I could get to sleep and if I couldn't, I'd go to the spare room. The door slammed again and I felt myself freeze. I also heard the window slam again and I was too restless so decided to sleep in the spare room and not wake Kane up as he had to work early.

I woke up in the afternoon to a message from Kane saying he dreamt of Beth last night, he was a bit freaked out and wanted her back.

I called him and he explained that he had indeed dreamt of Beth and each time the door slammed, he saw her standing at the end of the bed in something blue, maybe a blue dress he said. He then said that she seemed angry with him. He then said she was saying things to him but he has no clue what she said. He was shaken by this and said that he really missed her and we both got quite upset.

When I caught up with him after his work, Kane said he felt that he needed to stop with his bullshit, stop procrastinating and being scared of things and to just grab the bull by the horns and go for it, and this is what he interpreted from it. Beth was never an angry person, but she was always the kind of person who would tell people that they were awesome and could do anything! Even if she didn't believe it about herself :(

I had a friend who had a similar dream a week about Beth and it was similar in the way that she was angry with him and then at the end she was happy and laughing.

This friend's mood has changed dramatically in the past week, from sad to happier.

So full moons are fun for Kane and I.

I enjoy the fact we are more connected spiritually and together through all that is happening in our lives.

and we miss you Beth more than anything. RIP.