A poem I wrote after a recent close friend's suicide

Everyone believes in something different, here's my take on life/death and my becoming to face my major fear...
by Rachella Kargerstein on Sunday, 24 October 2010 at 01:45
First paragraph is in ref to past lives I learnt about today so not this lifetime's family.. but I felt it...

I learnt about my life today,
In so many different ways.
The way I was forced to witness slaughter,
I was held and watched them slain.

I always feared about death and such,
What happens after our last breath?
Where does it leave us?
When we finally reach death?

I had some questions answered today,
Which really helped me know.
After I die, I live another life,
I get another go.

I get another go to learn.
To learn lessons about my soul
Who I am and what I can do,
This is my soul's living goal.