I had such a bad dream. I was having a house inspection and took a taxi, but the taxi dropped me off at my friends place instead and I wasn't sure why, I felt really drunk and fuzzy and couldn't work my phone. I knew I wasn't heaps far from home and could call Kane to try get hold of him. He was at my parents house. I checked my pockets and I had no money at all, just my mobile phone. As I was running along the road this asian guy pulled up and said 'hey is this your purse', not remembering if I even had a purse as I was still feeling that real fuzzy feeling, I said YEAH THAT'S MINE! He drove off and I grabbed the money out of it, the bus ticket and kept running. The train seemed forever away. I knew it wasn't far and as I got to the train station the asian popped up again and started hassling me. He was telling me that I now owe him the money. I said 'but you gave that to me?' feeling really confused. I then said 'FINE HAVE ALL THE MONEY AND THE TICKET I DON'T CARE' and he got out a gun. It was only a small one, but I was still really scared. He had about 4 friends with him. I wrestled the gun out of his hands and shot them all and ran away. I was able to get on the train and get home. I got home and Kane was in the shower with another girl and not even phased that I had been missing for so long. I went into our room and he had a whole lot of presents, because it was his birthday, from my parents and I thought to myself, how can he be so not caring about this? My parents have just given him so many presents. i am a bit blank after that but Kane and I were walking somewhere and I said 'watch out for a white car'. Sure enough the white car came along, we ran off into someones house and tried to hide but the asian found us. We were taken to the backyard and after much hasseling and deliberating, Kane was shot in the head and I was shot a few times and left to bleed, tortured. Georgia was there and she was talking casually as if nothing was even happening. I woke up at the point of laying there going in and our of consciousness.
To me this dream symbolises that this has happened to me before in a past life. I watched Kane die, and I believe it is telling me to keep on the right path that I am going, for health and happiness. Still spun me out though.
Similar as I've experienced before and I know now that I am on the right path and that I need to keep up the healing process to keep learning lessons and staying positive, healthy and happy.
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